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for johnny. . .

Journal Entry: Fri Oct 16, 2009, 1:17 AM










i miss you my little brother. you've been gone ten
years today and it's still not gotten any easier. i'm sorry i couldn't
save you from that hell. they destroyed such a beautiful soul my
friend, taking something amazing and wonderful from me and the world. i
wish i could have given my life for yours baby brother. . .



1000 OCEANS
by TORI AMOS




These tears I've cried
I've cried
A thousand oceans
And if it seems I'm floating
In the darknes, well
I can't believe that I would keep
Keep you from flying
And I would cry
A thousand more
If that's what it takes
To sail you home
Sail you home
Sail you home
I'm aware what the rules are
But you know that I will run
You know that I will follow you
Over silbury hill
through the solar field
You know that I will follow you
And if I find you
Will you still remember
Playing at the trains
Or does that
little blue ball
Just fade away
Over silbury hill
through the solar field
You know that I will follow you
I'm aware what the rules are
But you know that I will run
You know that I will follow you
These tears I've cried
I've cried a thousand oceans
And if it seems I'm floating
in the darkness, well
I can't believe that I would keep
Keep you from flying
So, I will cry a thousand more
If that's what it takes
To sail you home
Sail you home
Sail you home
Sail
Sail you home


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  • Mood: Miserable

a void and cloudless sky. . .

Journal Entry: Thu Jun 11, 2009, 9:31 PM









SILVER GLASS
by MOSTLY AUTUMN




Calm
Down
It's all right
For an hour or two I will lay here with you by your side

Let
Go
Take your rest
And the children line the path, souvenirs and photographs around your bed

There's a glow underneath
And it's seeping through the dark
Where the mind and the soul
Have no boundary at all
Shining silver glass in a void and cloudless sky

On
Wings
We are one
With the stars as they dissolve into the Universe revolving with the Sun

There's a glow underneath
And it's seeping through the dark
Where the mind and the soul
Have no boundary at all
Shining silver glass in a void and cloudless sky

There's a glow underneath
And it's seeping through the dark
Where the mind and the soul
Have no boundary at all
Shining silver glass in a void and cloudless sky





  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: mostly autumn | pink floyd | steven wilson

. . .

Journal Entry: Fri Dec 5, 2008, 1:30 AM









MISUNDERSTOOD
by DREAM THEATER





Waiting
In the calm of desolation
Wanting to break
From this circle of confusion

Sleeping
In the depths of isolation
Trying to wake
From this daydream of illusion

How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me
How can I know so many
Never really knowing anyone

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood

It challenges the essence of my soul
And leaves me in a state of disconnection
As I navigate the maze of self control

Playing a lion being led to a cage
I turn from a thief to a beggar
From a god to God save me

How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me
How can I know so many
Never really knowing anyone

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood

Playing a lion being led to a cage
I turn from surreal to seclusion
From love to disdain
From belief to delusion
From a thief to a beggar
From a god to God save me

How can I feel abandoned even when the world surrounds me
How can I bite the hand that feeds the strangers all around me
How can I know so many
Never really knowing anyone

If I seem superhuman
I have been
Misunderstood





  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: vnv nation | dream theater | slipknot

THE BITCH IS BACK

Journal Entry: Thu Aug 14, 2008, 1:04 PM


that's right, i am back! :mwahaha:












i was gone for a while due to personal issues and my computer dying on me. i am back now however with new works and will also be intermixing some old pieces in as well. the older ones will be designated with a ZG in the description.

i'd also like to say thank you to my friends, old and new, who have been helping me deal with things. :heart:






  • Mood: Zeal
  • Listening to: vnv nation | cruxshadows | laeather strip
  • Watching: the past burn, the future change before my eyes
  • Playing: with fire

tears on the page. . .

Journal Entry: Sun Jun 15, 2008, 12:05 AM


if we fall and break
all the tears in the world
cannot make us whole again

~ VNV NATION











BRING THE TEARS


thoughts so strange today
i feel so far away
a broken heart inside
i try so hard to hide
just a little thing
a voice whispering
can bring the tears

(c)::GHOST::












PAGES
by 3 DOORS DOWN




what happens to a man when
he spills his heart on a page and
he watches words flow away then
his feelings lie on the page alone
there waiting
for someone who cares to read them
to open their eyes to see them
to see if they can make his thoughts their own
to find out that maybe your life's not perfect
maybe it's not worth what he gives away

you can see that this broken soul is bleeding
so you can see your feelings inside yourself
and wander through my heart
letting you see through me
now only consumes me
forget your pain, watch me fall apart

what happens to a soul when
it's trapped inside his emotions
and all of these words he's spoken
they bind him to the life he's left behind
and every new step he takes
he knows that he might not make it
to all of these dreams that he has yet to find

maybe your life's not perfect
but maybe it's not worth what he gives away
you can see that this broken soul is bleeding
so you can see your feelings inside yourself
and wander through my heart
letting you see through me
now only consumes me
forget your pain and watch me fall apart

you can see that this broken soul is bleeding
so you can see your feelings inside yourself
and wander through my heart
letting you see through me
now only consumes me
forget your pain and watch me fall apart
as i fall apart






  • Mood: Shitty

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